Another thing is that by texting him, I've now given him a great deal of information about how I feel and what I want. So now he will take his insane trip around the country and it will stew in his head. Then he will come back and I will have a much clearer idea of what he is thinking and what his intentions are. Unless he starts right back up with this vague back-and-forth nonsense.
The thing that bothers me is that he has power over me now. I don't like it. I don't like it one bit. I just wish that I was sure of how he feels. I used to be quite sure, but now I go back and forth at least once an hour.
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